Her name is Sierra

Her name is Sierra Anari (formally Cross). Originally, Sierra Cross was derived by the first girl I ever admired in my entire life. Her last name came from my religion and belief in Christianity. Her original story was to be a 16 year old High school girl who had few friends and who was distant from her family. She would accidentally become pregnant and would raise the baby all alone. The sad part of the story would be she died happily gazing at her baby just after its birth. That child would then be put up for adoption. That story was to be based off my biological mother. She's alive and well, but I do not know where. Later the story changed and Sierra was plunged into a world between Heaven and Hell, soon after my own creations. Every time she grew further and further away from the thing I wanted her to be. Until she was the complete opposite and her true self forgotten. Since then, Sierra herself has gone through relationship through relationship, not finding one that really lasts. She's gone through the heartbreak of finding out about her parents, watching her children suffer or die, and a lot of other things. Sierra was supposed to be a symbol of Hope that I would create to share with people and teach them that there is good in the world. However, it seems that failed. My original hope died with me as things got harder in my own life and I struggled just like Sierra. We fell and faded together. Even when my life picked up, Sierra still suffered more. Just recently I noticed that Sierra had become a part of me, the part I left behind when I went through my own turmoils. So I'm going to do her and myself a favor, by restarting all of my progress with her and make things right. She'll be that symbol I hoped for this entire time. She'll have the many kids she had before, only this time she'll be happy, just like I am now. Her outlooks are just like mine in real life.
-Everlasting hope no matter what.
-Darkness is never the answer and even if it is, darkness doesn't have to be dark.
-Love and compassion can change the most cold hearted person.
-Family and friends is what keeps people going truly.
-As long as you have those family and friends, nothing else matters.